my family

So over the last week my whole world has changed. For those of you that saw me and for those of you that have me on the snap know. But for those who don't i joined the baddest Fraternity on campus, Omega Nu Omega Co-ed Fraternity(ΩNΩ). I'm so excited to be apart of greek life and to be part of a life long family. I never thought the day would come but i did it and i'm proud to were those letter because i earned them. What i am most looking forward to is putting in my ideas and helping this organization grow, i'm determined to make sure that this frat doesn’t die again because for a while we left campus but we are back now. It's crazy because i have been on this campus for almost a year now and now i'm seeing a whole new aspect of the campus because you really can't tell from the outside looking in how different greek life is from others but once you get in it's like join a bigger community. But after this is all said and done i'm just happy and blessed to call this organization an extension of my family a second home, these are people that i know that at the end of the day they are going to ride for me like i would ride for them. That's my story but what do i know i'm just a kid…… nah i know because i'm a man that for the first time in a long time can see clear. Shout out to frat i love yall.  

the revealing

What good guys you all know what time it is, but for those of you who don't it's time to talk about some of my distorted views. So over the last week i have been thinking, i've been thinking about the things that i have gone through in this last semester, but more importantly what i learned from it. And this is what i came up with. The first thing i learned is can't is not in my vocabulary, there is no i can’t if i want something i have to work hard to earn it, No short cuts. As well as perseveres. You have to be willing to put in those long hours, miss some sleep for you to be successful. I watch a video a couple of days back that really got me thinking. There was a quote in the movie that hit me hard it said “ when you want to succeed as bad as you want to breath that is when you will be successful.” meaning that cant just want it you gotta be willing to hell and back for it, you have to be willing to sacrifice it all. I learned the meaning of Hard Work and Dedication. Life is not a breeze it will knock you down and keep knocking you down  till you give in but you have to keep pushing, no matter hard it get. One of the last things i learned more about over this last semester is the power of family. When i was feeling like i was at my lowest of low my  fam was there. When i needed guidance they were there, no matter what they were always there even when i didn’t want them there, Always pushing me and holding me accountable for my actions. Now some of you may know where i learned all of this and some of you may no,t but that is for me to know and for you to find out. So keep your eyes and ears open this week and you may find out.

Its coming to an end

So it's about that time the year is coming to a close, class are getting ready for finals, and people are making plans for what they are going to to do over the summer. Some will be going home others, going on adventures, but me i'm going to be here in hot ass turlock working. I have been trying to apply to jobs for the summer. Basically my plan is to spend my summer working. I wanted to go home at first but i still need to pay my rent and bills so i need money to pay them. I will most likely go home for like a week or two but other then that i plan on working.  Other than that summer will be just me sitting around the house, chilling with the friends that are here, and just doin me. It’s crazy to think that our first year is really about to come to an end. It seems like it went by so fast. Like where did the time go, it felt like just a couple months back i was just moving into my place and trying to get to know the area. Now as i look forward i'm  excited to see what these next few years have in store for me, because over the last past school year i have experienced and learned a lot.  But that is a blog for a different day. But this is just the views of a man with some distorted views that are starting to get a little more clear