my munchie list

So here we are back again, still a little rusty but here we go this week i'm hitting yall with my top 5 foods on campus i like. The first is the burritos, most of the time i get the chicken burrito with spanish rice, black beans, and salsa. I get that when i want some protein. The second is pasta. Everybody likes pasta and usually when i do  get it, i get  the bowtie pasta with chicken, spinach, mushrooms, and anything else looks good at the time. 3 the chicken tenders from the grill. The tenders were one of the first things that i had when i got here and to me they were really good. The only thing i can say I don't like is that they make you pay for more ranch now. Like yall know that i just got 6 tenders and you are just going to give me one ranch, like why are you playing with me. 4 the chicken grilled sandwich, now the sandwich is pretty damn good on it own but then when you put bbq sauce and some fires on the inside with it, man its flames. Tbh i might go get me one of those right now. But i think my all time favorite thing to get from here is the smokehouse burger. A patty with lettuce,tomato, cheese, bbq sauce, and fresh onion ring. Fire as hell that is the one thing that i will not get tired of. So the next time you guys what something for lunch but you don't know what to get just remember yall boiis list.

The Return of the skinny black kid

I’ve been gone for a while but i'm back now and I got some things to talk about. So if you are weak at heart then leave now. You have been warned. But anyway today we are going to talk my 5 reasons why i have been ghost lately. So my first reason is because i'm tired of trying to please everybody. It seems like everybody is asking for an arm and a leg and I just don’t have it to give. I started off at the beginning of the first semester trying to please everybody and i found that I was getting the shit end of the stick on more than one occasion. Which brings me to my second reason, i'm tired of everybody treating me like i'm less. And by this i mean me giving my respect to people and then treating me and talking to me like i am stupid or benthen them. I worked just as hard or even harder to get where i am at now, and i be damned if i'm going to let anybody treat me crazy. My third reason is because I’m putting myself first. Seens i got here I have been trying to make everybody happy even if it means putting myself on the back burner, and I don’t like that when i try to ask for something everybody act like they can't help me. so i’m just going to just fall back. My fourth reason is i just don’t want drama in my life, i’m at a point where i'm just trying to do me and i don't have space in my life for people that are going to bring bad vibes and drama in my life. And finally I’m just taking some time for myself. I feel like everybody just needs some time to themselves. But shit what do i know im just a skinny dude with some distorted views.

Is the music still for me?

So this week we are going to take about music. More importantly how i'm thinking about changing my major. So over this past year i have been trying out being a music major and in some aspects i liked being a music major but i've noticed that i am not enjoying it as much as i thought I would. I have noticed that there is a drive that I see in the other music majors that i just don't have. The drive to just lock myself in a practice room for hours on end and give all of my time to it. Don't get me wrong i still love music and if i do switch my major i would still be in the department but i just wouldn’t be a music major anymore. I would still take jazz combo because i really enjoy jazz, I thought that i would like it but seens i have started i enjoy that class more than my other music classes that i am taking. So my plan of actions is going to be i'm going to wait out the rest of this semester, and when next semester comes around i will go undeclared and work on my GE classes as well as start looking into some potential majors that i would enjoy and go from there, but in a nutshell that is what i am battling with. Whatever I end up doing i'm going to take it one day at a time that's all i can do.

time is my struggle

So this week i'm going to talk about something that I have been struggling with is my time management. Now from the jump I have never been good at managing my time. I do a ok job but lately because of my poor time managing over this last month I have started to fall behind in my classes as well as i've been stressed because i feel like i don't have time to do anything because everything is piling up.  So I recently invested in a weekly planner that i plan on using to get myself back on track with some help of my friends.  This is going to be hard because i'm not use to living by a pre set schedule, usually I don't plan things i just go with the follow, but i can't do that anymore. So with the help of my friends i'm going to start this new life of working on a schedule. I feel like it's going to be hard but i will adapt. This will only help me.if there is anyone that can give me tips or advice to help me out out that would be great. Any way if i can pass on any words of wisdom i would say time management is key if you dont get it college is going to be long and hard.