No whip struggle

So today we are going to talk about something very very important, and that my friends is the fact that i don't have my license yet. Because of this i have been put in a situations where i have to skate or walk everywhere and that my friends is a problem. To be honest there is no one that i can blame for this but myself either. Back when is was in my junior year of highschool i was giving the opportunity to go through drivers ed classes and even pay for me to get it done but that the time i was not thinking about having a car or having a license. Instead i was thinking about the next time me and my bros where going to skate to downtown. I didn't see the need for me to have a car at that point because everyone around had one and that meant that i could just ride with them because 9 times out of 10 we were going somewhere together. But That all changed when i got down here and it wasn't me and my bros anymore. High School was over  and now i'm stuck walking or skating everywhere. I wish i would have listened and got my license while i was still in highschool because then getting around here would a lot easier. My plan is over the summer i'm getting a job and i'm going to get my license then after that i'm going to get a car so i won't have to skate to get around anymore, but i probably still will sometimes just because it's fun and a good way to get my workout for the day.

My next step

So over the last week a lot has happened, chillin with my friends, going to stanfest. But the biggest thing for me that has happened this last week is on sunday I finally started down the path of becoming a member of Omega Nu Omega fraternity(ONO). After going to most of the socials and getting to know some of the people there I have decided to try to  Pledge. So on sunday I had my interview, and for the most part i feel like it went pretty well. At first it was me and the two other brothers that are trying to get in with me sitting outside the room waiting for them to call us in one by one. Finally they came out i was the first to go in, I was really nervous because i didn't want to mess anything up, as well as the way the interview was set up. just me and i had all of them sitting in front of me asking questions, but after a while the questions lightened up a little and i was able to calm down. To be honest I don't even know why i was freaking out because most of the faces that were there were ones that i was use to seeing. After my interview was over i sat outside the room and waited for the other two to go through and then we went to the village cafe and got some food and pondered the questions that were asked and more importantly what will be the final judgement about how we did. At this point it is nothing but a waiting game, i hope things go well and if they do me and my two brothers will be on line together starting our next chapter in our  journey to joining the ONO family.

music

So far my first year at stan state has been pretty cool i have meet some some cool people and done some things. Main in the music department is where a lot of my time is spent, and where all of my joy and troubles lay. Because i am a music major i am required to take more units the the average student. On a typical semester i will be taking between 18 and 20 units. Now i'm not saying that that is a bad thing because i love music but i feel like sometimes i am over loading myself and I don't know if this is really the route that i want to take. But then i think about how much of love i have for playing music and being around like minded people who understand what i am going through. Like there is nothing more rewarding than working your ass off more a show then killing it and everyone loves it it makes all of the long hours worth it. Also since we are on the topic i have decided to join a jazz combo. I was nervous at first because i had never played jazz so i thought it was going to be tough and i would fail but now that i am doing it i'm having a lot of fun and i'm glad that i am doing it. But with all these classes I just how that i don’t over work myself and stress out because it’s going to kill me

the struggle of a new class

So as of this semester i had to switch into a later english class so I can make the space I needed  for my music tech class, and in first glance everything seemed as if it  was going to be the same but as the class started I began to notice that there are some big difference and some obstacles that I will have to face. For example something that I didn’t take into consideration is how much of a difference the dynamic is in the classes. Where I have grown a costume to class generally talking more than with this class where it seems like the standard is to kind of sit and be quiet. Personally I feel as if it harder for me to just sit and listen to a lecture when I could have a conversation. I have found that it makes the class go by faster and you get more out of the lesson. Or Maybe i’m just looking at it wrong ? But one thing that I feel is going to be the hardest for me to overcome with moving into this new class is adapting to the atmosphere of the class, will  the dead vibe break or will will it remain?  will I just conform to the standard? I don’t know yet it's still the first couple of weeks, I hope that with the semester goes on the vibe will change. But hell what do i know i'm just a skinny nigga with some tatts